Yay. School…again. Earlier this summer, I would have been thrilled to know that school would start the next day. But, neil today does not want it to start..yet. I don’t know. I guess my feelings have changed and everything’s become distorted amist for me. I…I guess I’m scared for this school year because I know every semester, some bullshit thing is going to turn my world upside down. I already know it. It always happens, and then some guy will come into my life—again—and make my heart bleed inside and out. It always always happens. And I really really HATE. THAT. Maybe I should learn to become void of my emotions and feelings. Haha, jk, that would make me less human, and more insane than I already am. I’m just really excited to see people again, I guess. Moreover, I’m MAD excited about the nursing program. Just downright: MAD! WOOOO

I still have to buy textbooks. Fawk. Hopefully, my distinguished dean’s list book credit will cover most of it.

That’s right, I forgot to mention that I made it to the dean’s list, again. Not to sound too much of a dousche or anything, but I wasn’t surprised.

It’s almost 5am, and I’m still up. What is wrong with me?