I’m going to type my emotions, rants, complaints, and irrational anger out and put it on here because I know nobody will read this.

I hate being here at this campus. But, I do like being away from home and being able to enjoy some form of freedom. Although, really, there isn’t much freedom here to begin with because of all the dumb rules and fines and dumb policies, and most of all, dumb administration.

First, I’d like to address how many RETARDED classmates I have. My many adventist classmates here at swau complain RELIGIOUSLY (haha) about how much homework they have to do, how much stress and blah blah blah. Complain complain complain. First off, shut up. Second, the pre-reqs here are not hard at all. So shut the fuck up. Third, you’re so damn lazy, all you care about is lofting around, clubbing, smoking, being lazy, playing videogames, having sex, watching mindless TV/movies. UGHJKFSKDJSLKJDSD I CAN’T STAND THE LAZINESS HERE. Sure, I get it—this school accepts anyone and everyone. I don’t understand why I ended up here, maybe God has other plans for me. But, I just can’t stand the people here. ALL THEY FUCKING DO IS COMPLAIN COMPLAIN COMPLAIN, when they really should be complaining about their fucking lame ass fucking selves.

Like, people here say they don’t like the nursing program here, and start comparing it to other ADVENTIST nursing schools. I’d like to address that if you can’t handle the program here, I’m sorry, but WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU CAN HANDLE IT ELSEWHERE, RETARD? It is your fault you made your bad grades. You don’t study, you don’t prioritize, you’re off doing other shit that doesn’t even fucking matter, so shut the hell up and stop complaining. You need to take initiative, take the blame, and realize that COLLEGE IS EXPENSIVE, YOU ARE NOT PAYING FOR IT, YOU ARE PULLING LOANS, and IT IS NOT FREE. IT IS NOT SOMETHING TO BE TAKEN GRANTED OF. God, people here don’t realize that. So they fail and transfer out. Stupidity at it’s greatest. And then I have a bunch of retard dorm guys here just chilling 3AM playing videogames when I need to be sleeping, but they LACK RESPECT so I can’t even sleep with any silence….I really hate sleeping in the dorm…..hate HATE.

Ughhh I am so angry right now. Whatever, at least I get pokemon white version tommorow. Thank GOD!!!!!!!

Too much on my mind, I’m going to sleep, goodnight bitches.