So, let me tell you all about my fail morning. It all started last night.

I’m up late finishing paperwork for last week to turn in for clinicals at 6am tommorow. I come back, finish around 12:30ish am and remember to remind my friend to call me and text me when she is on her way. So, I set my alarm clock for 4:30am. I sleep.

I WAKE UP AT EFFING 8AM THE NEXT DAY. There’s light outside. Something is wrong. I wake up and automatically nothing feels right. I look at my phone. Yep, I had just slept through all of my alarms, all of the 47 missed calls, and millions of text messages wondering where the hell I was. Pissed, I threw my phone at the wall for all it’s worth and then pick it up to call and let my instructor know that I did not get adequate sleep the night before. Yada yada yada…anyways, I checked to see why my alarm clock did not ring. Apparently, I had set it for all the days of the week EXCEPT tuesday. …. no words to express how much of a dumbass I feel right now. On top of that, I KNOW I would have waken up to some call, but my phone was on silent like an idiot, too. Meaning, it did not vibrate. So I slept through all of those calls. It is just really upsetting when a person like me, who does not skip class EVER even when he is sick, misses clinicals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my parents called me 50 million times again from 4am to 6am.

I’m so mad at myself right now.

and I still do not know what to do with myself with this extra holiday I’ve made for myself unintentionally.

Well, I guess everything will work out and that I’m still alive and breathing. Still upset though.

I’m not eating today.