October 2011
1 post
its time like this I wish I wasnt so stupid
So, let me tell you all about my fail morning. It all started last night.
I’m up late finishing paperwork for last week to turn in for clinicals at 6am tommorow. I come back, finish around 12:30ish am and remember to remind my friend to call me and text me when she is on her way. So, I set my alarm clock for 4:30am. I sleep.
I WAKE UP AT EFFING 8AM THE NEXT DAY. There’s light...
September 2011
1 post
Sigh
So how come I study day and night for an exam, attempting to remember and memorize as much information as I can for this test, I study, I read, I did the study guide, I looked at the CD, I tried using the last year’s study guide as a reference…and then BAM. When I sit and take this exam, it is NOTHING like ANYTHING I’ve recalled studying. It was not anything she covered in class,...
August 2011
3 posts
i've decided that i'm not myself. i'm just one...
April 2011
3 posts
To Live is Christ and To Die is GAIN.
My God is NOT DEAD. He is SURELY ALIVE.
This past weekend has been a-maze-ing. Friday thru Sunday of consistent passion for Jesus Christ in the event of Passion268 Atlanta, Georgia/Fort Worth, Texas 2011 is something I will never, ever forget so long as I live.
It is my study break right now, so bite me :D
Anyways, back to passion 2011. It was such an awesome experience. First, I would like to...
March 2011
2 posts
Blah
I am fucking livid. LIVID. Hmph. Leave me alone.
Tangent.
I’m going to type my emotions, rants, complaints, and irrational anger out and put it on here because I know nobody will read this.
I hate being here at this campus. But, I do like being away from home and being able to enjoy some form of freedom. Although, really, there isn’t much freedom here to begin with because of all the dumb rules and fines and dumb policies, and most of all,...
January 2011
2 posts
November 2010
3 posts
Thankful
I’ve learned that you will be so much happier with life if you focus on the things that you DO have, and not on the things that you do not. So, I thought I’d like to write a note regarding about the things that I have and am THANKFUL for in my life:
1) First off, I am thankful for the wonderful and most awesome Lord, Savior, and God that is in my life. Without Him, I would not be...
Limbo
I’ve let you get into my subconscious to the point where I simply can’t get you out of my mind—no matter how hard I try. You’ve fallen into my fourth stage of dreaming. This last summer, I’ve dreamt about you for a whole week straight, every night. This is so pathetic. I’ve thought about it, and there’s no way I can get over you with own will power. I love...
October 2010
3 posts
Dear God
I have so much things to thank you for. A LOT
1) Thank you for helping me do well on my western civ test. To be honest, I don’t think I deserved that grade, but God speak I’ve somehow, with Your help, were able to make it through that exam. Please, please help me on my next one.
2) Thank you for helping me through chemistry. Although that class is incredibly easy, dumb, redundant,...
September 2010
2 posts
Razor Edges. Do you see blood?
You confuse me. You make me so angry, so frustrated, so mad, so sad, so ANNOYED, and altogether, so in “love” with you. I don’t understand you. One minute, you are a complete jerk, idiot, asshole, debbie downer, complete fucktard, complete….AHJKDFHSJKHDJKSDHJKSD you make me so mad!!!!! YOU make me not want to be your friend. Why, WHY? WHYYYY It hurts so much, it hurts me so...
What the
HECK am I still doing in Houston. I’m really starting to feel angsty right now that I’m still here, in Houston, when I should really be there, in Keene, because I have class in 8 hrs, but it takes 4 hrs to get there, but I’m still here.
Oh. My. Goodness.
SJKDLSDDSDJKSLDSD
It’s 5am and my parents are still asleep..sometimes, I wish I could just grab the car and start...
August 2010
9 posts
FUCK THIS.
I am literally about to explode right now. This sabbath afternoon could not get any worse and if I don’t blog my rants out, so God help me. I’ve just been kicked out of my own dorm room…by my own roomates…they get to do everything together, and I don’t understand why they don’t ever, ever bother to hit me up and say “hey, Neil, let’s hang out!”...
It's only syllabus week.
Lol, my cousin told me that. What a retard, but it’s the half-truth. All my classes just threw their syllabuses in mah FACE! like bam, here goes yo HOwork! jk, I feel kinda hyper right now. Weird, I barely got 7 hrs of sleep. I don’t even have class until 1pm, and that’s my only class for the day.
But, yes, school. It has FINALLY began. And it did NOT begin well. My parents and...
2010 - 2011
Yay. School…again. Earlier this summer, I would have been thrilled to know that school would start the next day. But, neil today does not want it to start..yet. I don’t know. I guess my feelings have changed and everything’s become distorted amist for me. I…I guess I’m scared for this school year because I know every semester, some bullshit thing is going to turn my...
Summer 2010
I can’t say it was the best summer at all. In all honesty, this summer dragged along—although, it did pass by pretty quicky—I wanted it to end right away. I guess, the only exciting part about it was going to Cozumel, Mexico and riding the cruise ship. That was pretty fun, but I got fat…er, as usual. Baha. Oh, yeah, I guess you could say that taking summer school at HCC...
If only it was this easy.
Me: Wow, you're so cute. And I am really attracted to you. Will you please be mine?
Him: Yes, Neil. I love you. Of course I will be yours.
“Wow, Neil, you gained weight. But it’s not bad, it’s good....”
– Should I let these remarks that my mom and aunt made about me make me more aware that my exercise hiatus is becoming more noticeable? Meh. I’ve gotten less self conscious about my weight and how fat I’ve gotten. I don’t know if I’m putting my health into jeopardy—not...
No Title.
I can’t think of a title, but fuck it—I’d rather just vent right now then think of some clever title. Let’s see, today, before departing for Keene, I decided to beat FFXIII’s final bosses, including that ho-wrecker-bitch-ass-7-fcking-million-hp-instant-bitch-killer-infamous boss aka Orphan (first form)
This bitch took me like at least ten times try and defeat....
July 2010
1 post
Stage 1- Hypertension. WTF
So, today, my parents decide to spontaneously have one of those “hang out with the rents” days. So, naturally, I had to tell Yen and William that my parents plans came up and that I couldn’t hang with them today. Sad, really sad. Whatever my parents says “goes.” So, to them, ‘family’ day > hang with friends day.
Recently, my dad concluded, based on his...
June 2010
2 posts
“The world’s full of lies. There’s no way of knowing what’s...”
– Hope from Final Fantasy XIII
May 2010
13 posts
16373.) I keep thinking about you even though I...
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"Don't waste my time."
A douschebag told me this today. All I wanted to do was sign up for the LA Fitness gym at a later time, and then I’d arrive whenever the hell I wanted to. Fucking douschebag. Anyways, it got me to thinking.
Time. What time? Time is passing by as if its stuck on the fast forward button. I never realized how precious time could be. I’ve never realized how fast things are going before...
There are plenty of fish in the sea, it's just,...
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16188.) My shower head gives me better orgasms...
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16219.) I love it when you smell nice.
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Your scent arouses me along with the way you walk, talk, the way you dress, the way you speak, and the way you look at me. Your lips are entrancing, I wish to touch them with softness, gentleness, and along with that embrace you whole with sensuality. I wish to be closer to you. I have the urge, all the time to touch your hand, to hold your arm, to wrap myself around you and...
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therearranger:
My love! You will get through this! People come and go but the friends that stay in touch with you are those that matter, like me :P just kidding. I know how you are feeling and trust me the feeling will go away at some point. I just want you to know that I am very glad that I got to meet you last semester and that you are by far one of the people that kept me sane at swau. I love...
Sigh
I feel empty. I hate having to say goodbyes. Leaving highschool was already bad enough. And now college? :( I know I’ll see some people next year, but that’s the thing, SOME. A lot of people I know and have met are leaving. Some I might see again, others not. It’s biting me inside. I just said bye to my roomate, Ricardo. It was weird saying bye to him..sigh. I hope I’ll see...
April 2010
7 posts
Annoyed
My roomate is, once again, gone. Am I surprised? No. I’m actually grateful when he is not here because then I am able to sleep much more peacefully. Now, it’s different when he comes in the middle of the morning and screws my nap over by waking me up in the middle of the night? What the fuck is his problem? I can’t stand him. I can’t stand his drama. I’m sandwiched...
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